Saturday, July 08, 2006

Strange sense of calm

I'll find out Monday afternoon if I have breast cancer. I broke up with my fiance of 5 years. My basement is still a disaster area. My dog is having knee surgery this Wednesday.

I should be having a nervous breakdown, but I feel strangely calm. I don't know where it's coming from, but I have a sense that everything is going to be ok.

I think my late mother is watching out for me.


M said...

I think she is, too, and I think your sense of calmness also shows your strength in the face of some challenges.

Anonymous said...

I love you more than words could ever begin to express. You and the kids are my whole world. I have been a complete selfish asshole, and I will do anything I can to make this whole mess right by you. Even if means going in front of the whole world and spilling my guts. I am truly sorry for everything.
Love, Tom

Anonymous said...

Grandma, Grandpa, Aunt Freda, Mom, Dad and the rest are watching over us for sure. Everything will be fine, I am sure!
We Love You!
Laura, Hallie & Noah

Lizzy said...

Thanks Meesh & fam.

Tom, I appreciate your effort, but major damage has been done.

Anonymous said...

I will never quit or give up on us, nor will I stop loving you with all my heart
Love, Tom